A letter ❤️❤️❤️ (ik its cringe im sorry)

First of all, i want to say thank you for being in my life. you are the best thing that has ever happened to me i feel so special to have you in my life. and im sorry for this letter im not great at english as you know but ill try my best to make it good... Aya. im a fuck up, and your are more then i could ever ask for thats why im so keen on keeping you close. i dont ever want to lose you. to be honest you dont deserve that im being selfish prick towards you, but none of these come from a lack of care or love for you it comes from mmy own flaws and fears, weve know each other for 9 months nearly and i have never grown more in my 23 years then i have in these 9 months im becoming a better person everyday all thanks to you.

i dont expect you to think of me as perfect . I know im not perfect, im hardly even normal on my best days, but i hope you continue to give me the chnace to grow with you, be with you, and love you like you deserve. I choose you in this life, i always will choose you even when its hard. i care about you so much then i could ever put into a letter or a life time of words.

god Aya im only doing this because its valentines so dont get it twisted im literrally getting shivers up my spine ive never been this vunerable with a person person and its really scary i hopw you can forgive me, this is also part of the reason why i am how i am im sorry. i love you i hope you have the best day ever, everytime i talk to you i stare at my phone like an idiot ive had people at work give me weird looks because of it, you make me so happy i wish i can give you just some of the feeling that you give me. And yes, I’ll admit it. I get a very clingy when it comes to you. Not because I’m insecure(maybe), but because I genuinely love you. I like talking to you. I like being around you. I like knowing you’re mine and that I get to choose you every day. There’s something comforting and special abt having that idk why...